Rejection

so... for the past 5 years, my best friend has been telling me that he is in love with me...
and I always rejected him, but he was always still there for me, he never left my side...
and now just recently.. I've noticed how amazing he is and what a great man he's growing up to be..
and I realized that all along, I loved him too..
so when I went to his apartment on Thursday to hang out with him.. I told him all of this, and that I wanted to be with him...
after I told him this.. he just said " I need to take you home now, I have to go to work soon"...
So he took me home.. and I haven't heard from him since.. he stopped replying to my texts, and doesn't answer my calls.

cool. I love rejection... especially when 2 weeks before I tell him this, he tells me that he still wanted to be with me.. funny how quick a guy can change his mind huh?


maybe I deserved it.. :[